A Love for the Ages

A Love for the Ages


My inevitable physical end of life is not something upon which I dwell. I’d rather think of myself as being somewhere in my thirties despite the evidence in the mirror and the 20 and 30 year old adults who claim to be my children (who are these people and why are they calling me mom?).

This past month I came face to face with my own mortality when I travelled east to help my sisters deal with the deterioration of our parents. This wasn’t unexpected; our mother has had health problems all her adult life, and they have accelerated during these past few decades as she has experienced two major heart surgeries, had stents put in her legs, falls resulting because of deep brain strokes, and deals with ongoing issues with diabetes and other conditions.

Her reduced physical and metal abilities have necessitated she be placed in a nursing home. Our father was no longer able to care for her physical needs since he has been diagnosed with Alzheimer’s. At least the two of them are together sharing a room in the nursing home where all their needs are being met.

What took me east was an emergency regarding our mother. Complications with her diabetes and poor circulation required the amputation of a leg — either that or a slow excruciatingly painful death as her body died from the toes up, her last few months spent in drugged existence. Given her fragile physical state, there was no guarantee she would survive the surgery or the subsequent recovery. If I wanted to see my mother alive again, I needed to be with her prior to surgery.

To make a long story short, she survived the surgery, the recovery and was transferred back to the nursing home for ongoing care. But this not the mother I remembered. My sister had warned me. My last visit had been August 2015 when my mother was living at home and using a walker. Now, she is nothing but skin and bones with limited movement, confined to bed and wheelchair. This once vital woman who has has taught Word Perfect, obtained a black belt in Tai Chi, and performed as Granny G at YukYuks can no longer use a phone, is unable to even shift herself in bed and can barely string two sentences together in a coherent conversation. Her entire world centres around ensuring my father is there to help her. And my father, a man with a lifetime membership with the CGA, who developed and taught a business math program in a university, who could add dozens of numbers in his head faster than his students could use a calculator, is no longer able to manage his bank accounts, access his email or drive a car.

What is most frustrating and even angering is that many of my mother’s issues could have been avoided had she looked after herself, especially once her medical issues were diagnosed. But my mother, even though she knew what she was supposed to do, blithely ignored the advice, continued to do what she wanted to do as though some sort of magic pill would be discovered to make everything better. This is a possible future, one which teaches a lesson.

One of my tasks while out east was to sort through all my parents papers’ and decide what to do with them. In my archeological exploration of their files, I discovered letters they had written to each other, prior to their marriage and during the time they were separated when they were immigrating to Canada. I didn’t read them all, but came away with a greater understanding of my parents’ relationship. They wrote each other daily and in amongst the notes of day-to-day living, and I read of an intense yearning to be together again, my mother’s need for my father and my father’s love for her.

That relationship is still there. It’s almost as if the end of life experience strips away the façade of living, the things we do and the image we try to project, leaving only what exists at the core of a person. When my mother was separated from my father in the hospital, she was easily agitated and would only settle down once my father arrived. On the other hand, my father was anxious to be with her as much as possible and wasn’t able to sleep properly until she was transferred back into his room at the home. The love they planted 61 years ago has grown and bound them together. Everything else they have done in their lives, all their activities, what they have taught, even the children they have had together, may be lost or forgotten, but their love and need and support for each other remains.
This, too, is a possible future and one which gives me hope.

If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am become sounding brass, or a clanging cymbal. I can have prophecy, knowledge, faith and do great things, but without love, I am nothing…. Love never fails… But now abides faith, hope, love, and the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13 (paraphased)


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Trish Bartlett

Patricia Anastasia Bartlett is the author of 'Glimpses of Glory', a collection of meditations published by Synaxis Press. Over the years, she has contributed to a number of local newspapers and magazines as a freelance journalist, humour, lifestyle and/or religion columnist. She, her husband and five children joined the Orthodox Church in 2000. She and her husband presently attend and serve at St. Aidan's Orthodox Mission in Cranbrook, BC.